Dinner Tonight:

For tonight's dinner me and alex wanted something that was sweet and spicy, and on rice. so i soaked some tofu in a sauce of pineapple juice, chili powder, hot pepper seeds, honey, pepper, and salt. Then i cooked the tofu in a pan until it was brown, and in a separate pan i poured the sauce in with pineapple, and mango chunks and added about 3 or 4 tablespoons of confectioners sugar to thicken the sauce. It was REALLY good! (unless you dont like pineapple lol) but we love pineapple, and it totally hit the spot tonight. ive been cooking and baking all night from 3:30 to now 9:00  O_O  i had to bake stuff for school project tomorrow in English -_- which for some reason, it was a total nightmare trying to cook tonight! and the dish pile didnt stop ether! not the most enjoyable experience ive had lol 

Today was Rocktober auditions but Mr. Lincoln's not letting people who aren't in chorus sign up -.- he is for June Rocks, but not Rocktober, im a little upset about that. i was looking forward to trying out again. but oh well, i will for June Rocks right? ive been debating whether or not to try out for the musical. . .im conflicted because i want to really badly, but id have to take off alot of time from work, and i need money for alot of things, college, me and aimee's apartment, my $510 IB classes, my jazz band trip this year to Cedar Point, summer martial arts camps, weapons, etc. etc. etc. lol so like i said, torn on what i should do in that situation. even if im not in the musical, i plan on doing something behind the scenes this year again though. I had a meeting with my guidance counselor today, so she can track my progress on college searching and stuff. she was surprised cause im already ahead of where im supposed to be right now, i have my 2 narrowed down colleges, which im deff going to next year i just have to decide which one, i know my majors and picking out the minors, i have the dates of the open houses so mom and i can check the colleges out, im signed up to take the SAT's a second time (i know ill get an awesome score this time) me and aimee are looking at apartments (well im looking and telling her the options lol) i am soooooooo excited. im not nervous anymore, i always feel better when i have a plan about the future, and im sorta prepared. i know you cant be totally prepared for what it will bring, but i like to feel secure in the idea that i will be ok lol this year is flying right by, its really weird to think this is my last year of highschool. . .its both a relieving and depressing thought lol i will deff miss some of the simple things of highschool, like being in the band room talking and playing with Mr. Hunkins during my free periods (lunch, and study hall, and any time i need a "band lesson" lol) he will be missed dearly by me. . .he's a mentor for me and a close friend, i couldnt imagine going through my highschool years without him. or Senor Boyle speaking like 80% spanish in home room, and having club music pounding with a strobe light trying to make us all "lively and awake" while im struggling to keep my head up so i can drink my coffee and pass aimee notes. . .no one should be that awake in the morning O_O lol he means alot to me too, i can remember when i had finally beaten him at chess (which ive only done once out of like a hundred games lol) i freaked out with joy! it was the last day of school on my sophomore year, and we chilled in Senor's room all day long "skipping classes", and aimee video taped us all doing stupid stuff. . .me spinning in chairs for example lmao oh well i can keep going on and on, but i should prob stop and go to bed soon ;p